“Both abundance and lack [of abundance] exist simultaneously in our lives, as parallel realities. It is always our conscious choice which secret garden we will tend." - Sarah Ban Breathnach
Tuesday, September 28, 2010
I called my husband, feeling triumphant that I had completed that task. When I greeted him, he said, "What's wrong? You sound terrible." Yep, he's that good. I guess I didn't sound as triumphant as I felt. He could tell the ordeal had wiped me out, just by hearing me say, "Hi, babe."
So now I wait. I wait for my doctor to get back test results that will tell her nothing... and then the test results that will tell me everything. Am I XMRV positive? Or will I test positive for one of the other viruses they've discovered? We'll see. Once I know, I can decide on a course of treatment. See if I should wait for more science or go for HAART treatment.
Have I ever mentioned how impatient I am? Let the torture begin.